All Saints Episcopal Church in Chicago

Alzheimer's, God and Grace

Bonnie A. Perry

Sunday. A group of 20 of us were sitting in the back room of O'Shaughnessy's passing eggs, potatoes and pancakes. In the midst of balancing plates and getting hot eggs into my mouth in a timely fashion I asked the fellow to my left, how it was that he and his wife made it to Chicago from Texas. I had in my mind as I asked the question an expected answer. I was thinking to myself, it must be because they have kids and grandchildren here.

Ben, in the midst of the noisy table answered my question in a quiet southern drawl. "Our daughter lives here, she and her husband and their two children." Bullseye. I had guessed the answer. I nodded and turned to pour myself some more tea. Then I heard him say something about retiring and someone being diagnosed with Alzheimer's. That's when I turned and asked, with all of my brain engaged, "Who was diagnosed with Alzheimer's?"

He said, "I was."

"Holy, expletive deleted," said I.

Ben's wife Robyn said, "Well now there's a reaction."

"How is the care here in Chicago for Alzheimer's?" I continued the conversation minus the swear words.

"Good," he said, "I haven't changed too very much in the last three years."

Later Ben's wife, Robyn said to me. He doesn't usually come out right away.

God abhors a closet; those places where we hide and lock our true selves away, usually for very real and good reasons. A number of us know all about closets. Closets: those, perhaps safe, yet confining, suffocating places where we lock away the deepest most vulnerable stories of our lives. Our sexuality, our gender, our fears, histories, addictions, our disabilities, our kid's struggles, there's shelf for all of those stories and a hanger for our vulnerabilities. We leave them all behind a closed, locked door. We then emerge, pretend, and lead lives that any Facebook algorithm would applaud. Yet those closets are small, confining and eventually that which we constructed to keep us safe is closing in around us, stealing our oxygen, and depriving us of the connections in the world that might be able to lift and carry us along.

God abhors a closet but so many of our families and friends living with dementia and or Alzheimer's disease have little choice but to move into that small world, lest they be known, pitied and dismissed.

A couple of weeks ago I heard N. R. Kleinfield the author of the stunning New York Times Piece, "Fraying at the Edges," being interviewed. Then I read his article, a profile of Geri Taylor, an accomplished hospital administrator and nurse. Three years ago Geri was diagnosed with early stages of Alzheimer's disease. She and her husband Jim Taylor agreed to be followed for several years by Mr. Kleinfield.

Kleinfield said of his article, so many of us believe we know what Alzheimer's disease is, "A withered person with a scrambled mind, memories sealed away. That is the familiar face of Alzheimer's. But there is also the waiting period."

What Kleinfield documents is Geri and Jim Taylor's decision to "live the most fulfilling days they could at what seemed the bleakest possible just plunge ahead."

What I read in Geri and Jim Taylor's story, I am seeing and hearing in the ever so brief conversations I've had with newcomer's Ben and Robyn Ferguson.

Ben and Robyn like Geri and Jim Taylor are amazing advocates for people living with this disease. They graciously shared a bit of their story with me. And I am so honored that on their second week in this community they are up for having conversation with us between the 9 and 11 o'clock worship services.

Ben a clinical psychologist, in telling his story says, "Robyn had asked me over and over again to get evaluated, but I don't remember that. What I remember is that I was unable to learn a new computer program at work. That's when things started to unravel. I couldn't work if I couldn't learn. I was ashamed and scared and quit before they could ask me to leave. I had neuropsych testing, blood work, PET scans and an MRI. Then when the condescending jackass of a neurologist said, 'Alzheimer's I felt the deepest despair of my life.'"

Robyn says, "I wish I could tell you how I felt the day Ben was diagnosed, but I can't. All I remember is what Ben said as we walked out of the neurologist's office: "I know I'm a dead man walking, but I promise I'm going to do this as gracefully as I can." She says, "But the next day—that I remember. I grieved—grieved harder than any time in my life. I keened, I sobbed, I wailed—all in the shower, with a washcloth against my mouth to muffle the sound."

I am in awe of much of Robyn and Ben's story, the bit I know, but the part that stands out to me, is the part that brought them here. Robyn said, "I wanted to figure out how to bring Ben back to so we could enjoy the time we had left together. I mentioned to our daughter that I wished we could move to Chicago." Robyn said, "I was a little surprised when she said yes, 'I'll pray for it.'
One hundred days later they moved into an apartment in Uptown, around the corner from their daughter and her family.

Then after seeing it mentioned in an article he was reading in The New Yorker, Ben found the Center for Cognitive Wellness in Evanston and Dr. Sherrie All, who referred them to a support group at Northwestern. It was at Northwestern Memorial Hospital, where they met Mary O'Hara and their lives changed.

Not healed, not perfect, changed. Ben says, "I have lots of friends. I can't remember their names, but they can't remember mine either. We still manage to have a good time." As part of a Northwestern program, Ben mentors a first year medical student, helping to humanize the disease and dispel some of the stigma. Last week at the end of the year banquet, his medical student stood up and said, "I had no idea Alzheimer's could look like this. Ben beats me regularly in Chess."
Robyn and Ben are advocates for people living with the disease. Ben says, " What I know is that now I am contributing."

Not out of sight, lost in a closet.

Biblical Scholar, Amy Pauw, tells a story of one of St. Augustine more fanciful theological speculations. Augustine once said, "That God could have taught all persons individually and immediately by means of angels. Had God chosen to do so then all the wisdom that every human being needed could have been obtained in this direct and effortless way. Instead, said Augustine, 'God's plan was for us humans to learn wisdom from one another, because he says it makes, 'A way for love, which ties people together in the bonds of unity and makes souls overflow and intermingle with each other.'"

We are, concludes Amy Pauw, "All bound together in the laborious and precarious enterprise of seeking wisdom so that we will learn at the same time to love one another, "(P. xviii A Theological Commentary on the Bible and Proverbs and Ecclesiastes).

More than anything, Geri and Jim, Ben and Robyn are risking putting themselves fully in the midst of life. We who like to fix things are some times befuddled by things that are not readily cured, yet while that cure comes to be, we are called to see and be with each other—through it all--all of us—all of us-- children of God—in search of hope and wisdom.


Copyright Bonnie A. Perry, May 22, 2016


  1. This Week
  2. Service Times
  3. Contact Us
  4. Sermons

Dear Friends,

Next Sunday evening, June 4th, is the 38th All Saints' Cafe, when we transform our kitchen and parish hall into a gourmet restaurant for our hungry neighbors -- and we need your help to make it happen!

Please sign up here to volunteer that evening as a server, busser, dishwasher, host, food runner, food plater, or beverage attendant. Or sign up here to prepare the meal in the kitchen along with our fabulous chefs next Saturday or Sunday.

Bonnie is out of town for the weekend, and the church office will be closed on Monday for Memorial Day.

Blessings upon all of you who are traveling this weekend. And blessings upon you who are staying in town!

I look forward to seeing as many of you as possible this Sunday.



Sign-up Now Open

Believe it or not, summer is coming (albeit very slowly). It's time to plan vacations and then to find a Sunday or two when you're going to be around and can host Coffee Hour. We will only schedule Summer Coffee Hour on those Sundays when we have a volunteers.

Click here to see the full list of dates and sign up now! (It will make my summer easier.)

Karen Howe

andreaThe last few Sundays of our church school year are quickly approaching:

Sunday, June 11th - Our last official day in the atrium is the day we recognize the children who are graduating to a new atrium level and introduce them to their new atrium community. This day is a simple but lovely celebration of how all of our children have grown, what has been accomplished during the year, and anticipation of the transition to a new atrium year.

Sunday, June 18th - The Annual Ice Cream Social when church school hosts coffee hour and what's better than ice cream!
There will be a variety of ice cream flavors and many possible toppings for do-it-yourself Sundaes served on the lawn in front of the church. Children help with set up serve (and eating!) ice cream, and clearing away the debris

The rest of June and July - Although Sunday school classes do not meet at 10 during the summer, Atrium I will continue to be open during the 9 o'clock service until the end of July. Atrium I children who attend the 11 o'clock service will be welcome in the nursery during the service.

At 10 o'clock children are encouraged to come help water, weed and harvest vegetables from the garden we're planting to support the Ravenswood Services Community Kitchen.

Saturday, June 10, 11:00am at St. James Cathedral 

If you have taken an Inquirers Class or equivalent and would like to make an adult profession of faith by being confirmed or received into the Episcopal Church by our bishop, Jeffrey Lee, please contact Bonnie or Emily. A diocesan-wide liturgy of confirmation and reception will be held at St. James Cathedral on Saturday, June 10, at 11:00am.

Sunday, June 11, 10:15am

breadbasketAll Saints' parishioner The Rev. Martin Deppe recently published the book Operation Breadbasket: An Untold Story of Civil Rights in Chicago, 1966-1971

This is the first full history of Operation Breadbasket, the interfaith economic justice program that transformed into Jesse Jackson's Operation PUSH (now the Rainbow PUSH Coalition). Begun by Martin Luther King Jr. during the 1966 Chicago Freedom Movement, Breadbasket was directed by Jackson. Martin was one of Breadbasket's founding pastors. He digs deeply into the program's past to update the meager narrative about Breadbasket, add details to King's and Jackson's roles, and tell Breadbasket's little-known story.

On Sunday, June 11 between services, All Saints' will once again host Martin for a discussion and book signing. Book copies will be available for purchase.

In Martin's words, "I much prefer telling the story to selling books!" We hope you'll join us to hear this story.

sinclairlewisSummer Lineup Selected

The All Saints Book Club met on May 11th and decided on a lineup of books for the next year. The book club is open to anyone who enjoys reading. The meetings start at 7:30 PM usually at the home of a member. The locations and further details are on our Facebook page.

Here is the schedule for the next several months:

  • June 8 - "It Can't Happen Here" by Sinclair Lewis
  • July 13 - "The Warmth of Other Suns" by Isabel Wilkerson
  • August 10 - "Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil" by John Berendt
  • September 14 - "Operation Breadbasket" by Martin Deppe

For additional information, contact Mike Burke (

Sunday, June 4 at the 9 and 11am Services
If you would like to have your child baptized at All Saints' on Pentecost, June 4, please plan to attend a preparation session on Saturday May 20 from 9-10:30am. 
To RSVP to a session, contact Andrew in the office. Note: Babies and children - including siblings of little ones being baptized - are entirely welcome at the pre-baptismal sessions!

Tuesday, May 30, 5:00-6:00pm 

RCS' 5th Tuesday Family Nights are a chance for parents and children to volunteer together. On Tuesday, May 30, children ages 4 and up accompanied by their parents are invited to meet in the parish hall at 5:00pm to decorate cookies for that evening's dinner. At 5:30pm, we'll head to the nursery for a snack and children's story about social justice. At 6:00pm, childcare will be available so that parents can serve the 6:30pm dinner. Kids 10 and up may serve the dinner, too.
Please RSVP to Emily by Sunday, May 28.



Individual Actions Towards Racial Equality

Volunteer Opportunities, Events, and Recommendations

(re)imagining: Racial Justice Summit Sponsored by YWCA Evanston/North Shore:

Thursday, April 6 from 6 - 8 pm
Friday, April 7 from 9 am - 4 pm
Unitarian Church of Evanston
1330 Ridge Ave., Evanston, IL
Goal: "To bring people of all ages and demographics together to deepen their understanding of their own racial identities, develop skills to work for change, formulate action plans and engage with others."

For Information and Registration, click here

"The Scottsboro Boys" at Porchlight Theater through March 12th
A musical production that is getting rave reviews, "nominated for 12 Tony Awards, and presented in the style of the notorious "minstrel show", this true-life story of nine African American teenagers accused and put on trial in Memphis for a crime they did not commit is one America's most notorious episodes of injustice; inaugurating a wave of social changes leading up to the modern Civil Rights Movement."

For information and ticket prices, click here

Suggested reading, non-fiction: 
Tears We Cannot Stop: A Sermon to White America by Michael Eric Dyson, January, 2017

This book has been described as "...a provocative and deeply personal call for change. Dyson argues that if we are to make real racial progress we must face difficult truths, including being honest about how black grievance has been ignored, dismissed, or discounted."

Recommended as a "companion piece to the film rather than a stand-alone book." One reviewer recommended "seeing the film first, and then using the book for meditation and revisiting afterward."

Volunteer opportunity: GROWING HOME "We have a vision of a world of healthy people and communities. Everyone deserves to have a good job, and everyone deserves to eat well." Since 2002, Growing Home has trained and employed and, most importantly, given a second chance to people with employment barriers. You may be familiar with their Wood Street farm in Englewood. Their farms are the first and only USDA-certified organic high-production urban farms in Chicago, and because they strive to also feed their community well, all their produce is grown, harvested, cleaned, and sold within a 20-mile radius. Read more at

Volunteer opportunity: Non-profit Reading In Motion has successfully refined its mission over its 30+ years to help give kindergarten and first grade students foundational reading skills they need to start on a path for lifetime learning. They partner with public school teachers and have been extremely successful in making a difference in children's lives. Click here for more info.


We're running low on paper and reusable bags for our Tuesday night pantry. Please bring us your extras! 
We will be taking donations on Tuesday evenings, M-F 9am-4pm, and on Sundays during church services. Look for the bins by the doors. Thanks for your help!

 Sundays at 2pm

breakersbibleWe are very excited to announce that every Sunday at 2:00 pm, All Saints' offers something new at the Breakers - An Evening Prayer Service! Our first event was Sunday, December 4th, and went marvelously well - we had 13 attendees! Folks are very pleased that there's a Protestant service being offered in addition to the current choices (which are Catholic and Moody Bible.) The Prayer Service itself is printed in large print and in bulletin style with scripture taken each week from the Common Lectionary.

The weekly service starts at 2:00 pm, upstairs on the second floor Meditation Room, and lasts about 15 minutes. Please contact Paul Mallatt if you have questions, or comments at 773-860-4649. When you can, stop by the Breakers (5333 N Sheridan Rd) where the parking is free (for 2 hours), the coffee is hot, and the folks are friendly!


Jeff Lee
Dear Polly and All Saint's Kids,
I am writing to you from a meeting of the board of Episcopal Relief & Development in Bogota, Columbia. We are meeting here to visit some of our partner ministries with people in need. I have seen the amazing results of this year's bake sale (in fact, I'm looking at photos of some of the cakes - wow!), and you have reminded me that we don't have to travel to Columbia or South Sudan to make a huge impact for the good of God's people.
I am so proud and grateful for you and the work you do. You guys are heroes. Our friends in South Sudan will be blessed by your effort.
In Christ,
Jeffrey D. Lee
Bishop of Chicago

Sundays at 10am

The phrase Imago Dei means the Image of God. Specifically, the image of God as it is found in humanity. The image of God in us - it is what makes us spiritual people - valued as whole and complete. What does it mean to creatively live as whole people? How do we live in relationship with others - respecting and sharing one another's security and one another's discomfort?

Join us on Sunday mornings between services as we figure out together how to help one another take practical responsibility for living in this world - especially as racial and spiritual beings.

True - our time will be uncomfortable because it will mean talking about race, violence, personal helplessness, and personal failure. Also true - this will be comforting and supportive because it will mean getting to be honest, practicing together, and caring for one another.

Every week we will ask one another "What have you done in these past 7 days with who you are and within your sphere of influence when it comes to the realities of race?" the answers will be different for each person and it won't be a competition. We will be lifting up the everyday choices we make and don't make. Sometimes we will like what happens and sometimes we won't.

And - we will be doing it together.

The Middle Eastern refugees and immigrants served by the Iraqi Mutual Aid Society were deeply moved by the notes of welcome from All Saints. We shared them at our community lunch on Thursday, and now they will hang in our conference room to remind people of your warm welcome in the days to come. Thanks!

Laura Youngberg

breadbakersSignup online to bake for a month

Calling all bakers! If you love the smell of fresh-baked bread filling your kitchen, please consider signing up to bake communion bread for our services. This involves a one-month commitment that you'll share with another baker, and you can do all your baking at once and add to the reserves in our freezer.

Signing up is easy, just click here for our page on Signup Genius and reserve your favorite month.

Contact Jennifer Simokaitis, or Anne Ellis if you have any questions.

Yard Signs Available 

Grow Community has created yard signs for anyone who would like to display support for our local public high schools. Signs and sign holders are available in the Reading Room.



Tuesdays 6:15-8:00pm 


RCS is looking for help serving and cleaning up after dinner on Tuesdays from 6:15-8:00pm.
If you're able to volunteer, contact Emily or Operations Manager Parker Callahan, or call 773-769-0282.


helloDo you feel called to create an open, welcoming, hospitable environment at All Saints? Do you like meeting and connecting with people? Join the new Hospitality Ministry! Members of the Hospitality Ministry will help the clergy and vestry create a welcoming culture by greeting new members, engaging new faces at coffee hour, and helping connect new members of All Saints with our various programs.

Interested? Contact Diane Doran or Michelle Mayes. Include "Hospitality Ministry" in the subject line.

Our new Associate Rector, Emily Williams Guffey, is enjoying getting to know everyone in our congregation. Help her put names and faces together by adding yourself to our online directory!

If you are a member of All Saints' and haven't already registered for the directory, please contact our resident web guru Jim Crandall at and he will send a user name, password, and instructions.

Join the All Saints' Care Ministry! 

casseroleThe Care Ministry at All Saints' is a quiet one, simply providing meals after a new baby arrives, after surgery, during an illness. Because when life gets complicated, dinner is often the last thing on our minds--but sometimes a meal and visit from a friend is exactly what we need!

If you can provide a meal, give someone a ride, or run an errand once in awhile, please email You'll be contacted when a need arises and you can sign up to help at your convenience.


tinaParishioner, Tina Tchen, accepts Bishop Maryann Budde's invitation to preach at the National Cathedral Sunday, May 8. Click here to see the video.


Please consider supporting the restoration project of our historic building. To make a donation, click here

1883 Construction web 

This week’s stories of the bell tower: The beams and posts in the bell tower are being filled with epoxy and fungicide to prevent future insect damage and to restore their strength and integrity. Here are some photos of the work currently taking place. Everywhere you see white is where the post or beam is being rebuilt, restored and protected.
The blue hue in the photo is from the tarp surrounding the bell tower enabling Ron Young and his crew to continue working in the dropping temperatures.

Here is a collection of photos of the progress of our 1883 Project. Here is a collection of bell tower photos. Check back often for updates.

Sunday Service Times

8:00 am Inclusive Language Eucharist
9:00 am Holy Eucharist with Choir
10:00 am Children's Church School
10:00 am Coffee Hour
11:00 am Holy Eucharist with Choir


Contact Us

4550 N. Hermitage in Chicago, IL 60640 (Directions)

Phone (773) 561-0111


Information about pastoral care.


faceb   twit   smallmail

Bonnie on Huffington Post

Occasionally Bonnie's sermons are published on the Huffington Post. Here are some links.

Pain. Change. Hope.

November 15, 2015

What Does St. Francis of Assisi Have to Say to Us Today?

October 4, 2015

Wake Up Calls

September 6, 2015

Christmas Reminds Us That We, Like God, Are Human, Too

December 24, 2014

The Deep Sleep of Racial Oblivion: One Pastor's Sin of Omission

November 30, 2014

Pulpit Swap

The Pulpit Swap between St Thomas and All Saints is part of our ongoing effort to bring our parishes closer together as we engage in a conversation about systemic racism and how we can work together to forge new possibilities and outcomes.

Going Home—Changed

Pulpit Swap Sermon By The Rev Bonnie Perry of All Saints Episcopal Church on October 16, 2016.  

When Prayers Go Unanswered

Pulpit Swap Sermon By The Rev Dr Fulton L Porter celebrating at All Saints Episcopal Church on Oct16 2016.