All Saints Episcopal Church in Chicago

Goldfish and Apple Juice

The Rev. Emily Williams Guffey
All Saints' Episcopal Church,
Chicago 2 August 2015
• 10th Sunday after Pentecost • Proper 13B
Exodus 16:2-4,9-15John 6:24-35

Shortly before my graduation from seminary, the two classes of seminarians behind me threw a party for my classmates and me. At this party, they surprised us with superlative awards.

So, for example, a classmate who's really into music and has started writing his own hymns was named Most Likely To Write The Next Hymnal. A classmate who's an amazing listener and peacemaker and who has studied abroad a lot was named Most Likely To Single-Handedly Reconcile The Anglican Communion. A classmate who is especially fiery and outspoken was named Most Likely To Start The Next Inquisition. A classmate who was heading for a church near her home on the Florida coast was named Most Likely To Start A Surfing Ministry (and she has). A classmate who's on social media constantly was named Most Likely To Live-Tweet His Ordination Vows.

The party was a ton of fun and I love a good joke that's done in love, but I'm here to talk about why it is that I'm still a little uneasy about the award I received.

Now, I have nothing but love and respect for all of my friends at Virginia Seminary. I miss them, and I understand why they gave me this award. I know they were playing on the fact that I have two small children, the younger of whom was born in the middle of seminary. So, they had seen me with an infant, and then pregnant, and with another infant, and then with toddlers, and I suppose if there was anyone in my class who was the picture of young parenthood, it was I. So, they named me Most Likely To Serve Goldfish Crackers And Apple Juice At Eucharist.

Again, I get it, and there really is a lot of Goldfish and apple juice in my life. But I'm here to talk about why it's actually not so likely that we'll see Goldfish and apple juice here on this altar.

See, it's bread, not Goldfish, that we hear a lot about throughout Scripture – both in God's first covenant with the children of Israel, and in God's next covenant with the whole world through Jesus Christ.

In our story from Exodus, the Israelites are walking through the desert from captivity in Egypt toward the Promised Land. It has only been about six weeks since God made a covenant with them, that they would be his people, and he would be their God. So it's still really early in their relationship. When we hear language in the reading like "God was testing them" or "they were testing God", it's because the Israelites were still figuring out what it means to be people of God. God has promised them freedom from captivity, which sounds great, but today here they are, traipsing through a desert with no food in sight. Why has God brought them there, they ask, poignantly. Only to let them die?

Then God, seeing that in fact there is no bread, does the impossible: God makes heaven rain down bread. Now when has that ever happened before? Certainly not until that point. But God does something new in this impossible situation, as if to say, "You are mine and I am yours. Sit down and have some bread."

Last week's Gospel portrayed another huge, traveling crowd that had gotten very hungry. And once again, there was nothing to eat. Well, not nothing: there were five loaves of bread and two fish. But, as the disciples said, "What is that among so many people?" It's another impossible situation, but again, God shows up. Somehow, Jesus makes the bread to feed all five thousand people.

In today's Gospel, people are still processing that. They guess that the miracle, the sign, points toward God's fantastic and almighty power. So they ask Jesus to perform more signs. They say, "You're all about the signs – What's next?" Jesus says, "No, no, all that bread is not to impress you. Neither was the manna in the desert. The bread is to remind you who you are. When you remember that you are God's and God is yours, you will be fully alive. I am that bread." There is a woman about my age named Jessica Fechtor. When she was twenty- eight, she suffered a brain aneurysm. With a lot – a LOT – of luck and good medical care, she survived. Now she, like me, happens to have two young children.

She's just published a memoir about her recovery from the aneurysm. It's called Stir: My Broken Brain and the Meals That Brought Me Home. She writes about how when everything was or at least seemed impossible – walking, seeing, smelling, eating – it was food that reminded her who she was. It was food that healed her soul.

In one part she writes: I would wake up in the middle of the night too uncomfortable to sleep, feel my mind speeding off into the darkness, fear closing in, and I'd know what to do. I'd think about squash. About cornmeal cherry scones. [About my great-aunt's almond cake.] It seems whenever I'd enter the kitchen, I'd discover a story, one that would nudge me over to something more real and more permanent about my life than illness...The stories I remembered, the stories I made, let me know there was a life beyond the narrow world of recovery. At their heart were the protective powers of kneading, salting, sifting, stirring, because you can't be dead and do these things...To fry an egg is to operate with the perfect faith that you will sit down and eat it. To season it with salt and pepper is a statement that you will do so with pleasure, according to your taste. When you're sick and broken and sad and afraid, it feels good to think of a time when you weren't. (186-7)

She went on to start a food blog, which became popular, had two children along with her husband, and wrote this book.

I know that not all stories have such a happy ending. Our loved ones and we ourselves don't always recover. The healing we hope and pray for doesn't always happen. Any neighbor on Tuesday can tell you that there isn't always enough in their lives. That sometimes ends don't actually meet. That sometimes hope really is lost.

Yet many who gather here for Eucharist on Tuesdays at 4:00pm will be quick to tell you, as they tell me, that what matters most is their relationship with God. Praying, reading the Bible, getting together with other Christians: these are what feed them, these are what sustain them, they say, through thick and through thin.

What is it that is or seems impossible for you right now? For what do you hunger?

All of the various stories about bread – not Goldfish – in the Bible remind us that it is our God who takes heaven and makes it rain down bread, who takes bread and makes it body, who takes our bodies and makes them whole; who takes all of us wayward people, faltering friends, broken saints, and makes us – even us – the body of Christ.

At the meal we are about to share together, let us remember who we are, and become the body we receive.

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Weekly Message for January 14

Weekly Message for January 14

Dear Friends,    

I hope you can join Susan and me for dinner this Saturday, January 13, at our home (4550 N. Hermitage Ave) from 6 to 9pm. We’ll have awesome food, created by Joe and David Wernette-Harden, lots of wonderful beverages, and free childcare if that will be helpful! This annual January dinner is a great time to hear about the vestry’s plans for the upcoming year, meet new people, and have a tasty dinner at my home. Please do come!
Sunday, January 28th we’ll have our Annual Meeting at 10:00 am. At the meeting we’ll have brunch (again lots of beverages) and our annual slide show. We’ll elect vestry members and diocesan representatives, review our budget for 2018, and honor several wonderful volunteers. On that Sunday, we’ll only have an 8:00 and 9:00 worship service. There will be NO 11:00 service.  
Emily is preaching this Sunday, I’ll be celebrating and our choir and Colin will be creating some great music. Stay warm, hold your loved ones near, and reach out to everyone in need.
All my best,
Please let me know if you are interested in serving on our vestry (governing council) or being a representative of this congregation at or Diocesan Convention in November.
Bags for RCS

Bags for RCS

We're running low on paper and reusable bags for our Tuesday night pantry. Please bring us your extras! 
We will be taking donations on Tuesday evenings, M-F 9am-4pm, and on Sundays during church services. Look for the bins by the doors. Thanks for your help!

Evening Prayer at The Breakers

Evening Prayer at The Breakers

 Sundays at 2pm

breakersbibleWe are very excited to announce that every Sunday at 2:00 pm, All Saints' offers something new at the Breakers - An Evening Prayer Service! Our first event was Sunday, December 4th, and went marvelously well - we had 13 attendees! Folks are very pleased that there's a Protestant service being offered in addition to the current choices (which are Catholic and Moody Bible.) The Prayer Service itself is printed in large print and in bulletin style with scripture taken each week from the Common Lectionary.

The weekly service starts at 2:00 pm, upstairs on the second floor Meditation Room, and lasts about 15 minutes. Please contact Paul Mallatt if you have questions, or comments at 773-860-4649. When you can, stop by the Breakers (5333 N Sheridan Rd) where the parking is free (for 2 hours), the coffee is hot, and the folks are friendly!


Community Kitchen Volunteers Needed

Community Kitchen Volunteers Needed

Tuesdays 6:15-8:00pm 

RCS is looking for help serving and cleaning up after dinner on Tuesdays from 6:15-8:00pm.

If you're able to volunteer, contact Emily or Operations Manager Parker Callahan, or call 773-769-0282.

New Opportunity: Hospitality Ministry

New Opportunity: Hospitality Ministry

helloDo you feel called to create an open, welcoming, hospitable environment at All Saints? Do you like meeting and connecting with people? Join the new Hospitality Ministry! Members of the Hospitality Ministry will help the clergy and vestry create a welcoming culture by greeting new members, engaging new faces at coffee hour, and helping connect new members of All Saints with our various programs.

Interested? Contact Diane Doran or Michelle Mayes. Include "Hospitality Ministry" in the subject line.

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Join Our Member Directory!

Our new Associate Rector, Emily Williams Guffey, is enjoying getting to know everyone in our congregation. Help her put names and faces together by adding yourself to our online directory!

If you are a member of All Saints' and haven't already registered for the directory, please contact our resident web guru Jim Crandall at and he will send a user name, password, and instructions.

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Join the All Saints' Care Ministry! 

casseroleThe Care Ministry at All Saints' is a quiet one, simply providing meals after a new baby arrives, after surgery, during an illness. Because when life gets complicated, dinner is often the last thing on our minds--but sometimes a meal and visit from a friend is exactly what we need!

If you can provide a meal, give someone a ride, or run an errand once in awhile, please email You'll be contacted when a need arises and you can sign up to help at your convenience.


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