All Saints Episcopal Church in Chicago

Limping but not alone

October 20, 2013

Gail Goldsmith

I’m thinking of Sunday School posters
I’m thinking of platitudes like “Everything happens for a reason”
I’m thinking of rainbows and doves and sunsets
I’m thinking of all these when I think of all the ways God hasn’t spoken to me
Every time a seminary classmate says God speaks to them when they are drinking hot tea in the stillness of an early morning, I get a little jealous–it sounds nice
When I try to meditate, i fall asleep or make a very detailed to-do list
I feel the Spirit moving by hospital beds
I feel the Spirit moving in reconciliation, in human connection
hiking the Blue Ridge Mountains with my family back in Virginia, feeling the strain in my muscles
on long road trips, driving alone
or
When I’m up all night puzzling out one of my problems like a detective without a case

So I understand Jacob,
Jacob who doesn’t sit
and wait patiently for insight and blessings to be bestowed upon him

His blessing isn’t delivered by a ray of light peeking through the clouds
his blessing is only given to him after it is demanded by him

Jacob is the wheeler-dealer of the Hebrew patriarchs
Jacob would cheat at cards if you could play poker for blessings
he is blessed even before he cheats his way into Esau’s blessing
he is of a chosen people that talk with God
that walk in worship with God
he has so many reasons to be content

Elsewhere in his story we see this patriarch
this man blessed by God
struggling against his brother Esau
against his father-in-law
as he seeks to marry Rachel
as he is tricked into marrying Leah
as he again seeks to marry Rachel

Jacob lived and died in a competitive culture
patriarchal
nomadic
tribal

And here, in this story, he must contend with what he has done to live within it
how he fits into the covenant God made with his grandfather Abraham
how he tricked his father Isaac by impersonating Esau to receive the blessing for the first-born son

In this story, he is headed towards his brother Esau
unsure of how Esau will welcome him

and so

Jacob sends away the results of all his scheming across the river ahead of him
Wives, children, household, livestock
sent ahead towards Esau and his men
vulnerable to attack
open to friendly greeting
Jacob doesn’t know which

He is isolated, interacting only with one who is first described as ‘man’
it becomes apparent quickly that he is more than man, perhaps even God
the text says they wrestle
traditional rabbinic interpretation says this man is an angelic agent of Esau
some interpretations say he wrestles with the angel
some say he wrestles with himself
Whichever way you read it you can see God in the struggle through Jacob’s transformation at the end

My classmates at the Divinity School love to wrestle with a text
to-wrestle-with-the-text is a phrase used to emphasize that
OK to be uncomfortable
OK to be unsure
OK to be uncertain
But the lesson stopped there
What happens after wrestling?

Jacob hasn’t wrestled his way up a mountain
Jacob hasn’t wrestled his way to a gold medal
Wrestling strains muscles, leaves bruises
The man with whom Jacob wrestles strikes his hip out of place
And here the whole wrestle-with-Scripture-like-jacob-wrestled-with-the-angel analogy becomes a bit trickier.
What are we left with?

We see an encounter that does not fit our expectations of interaction with God
This is not a word from God in a restful moment
Jacob, now renamed Israel, doesn’t leave the River Jabbok feeling like he has emerged from a spiritual spa

he wrestles, all night
a metaphor familiar to those of us prone to insomnia
whether for
prayer
grief
anxiety
anticipation
or
a drive to repair mistakes and reconcile relationships
it is a very specific experience to be up all night
and a familiar one to me

While Israel is recovering from the wrestling match, his limp demands of him that he trust God
He can’t trick his way to healing
He can’t negotiate wholeness
The limp is raw material for his renewal
He must settle in to an awareness of what God has done and will do
He must learn a new way to walk with God, aware of his brokenness, trusting God to heal him and continue to transform him

Transformation can wound us too
Anyone in recovery, maintaining sobriety or in physical therapy knows
It hurts
It’s another kind of strain
Change ripples out from us to our contexts
to our family and friends
We might be held accountable to our transformation
By god
By others
It means change in habits, practices,and problem-solving
Transformation is a process
And a struggle too

I offer up my brokenness
Impatience
The stretch marks on my heart
the weariness of mourning
worldly habits that are poor leverage against God
All this that I offer up
For God to grasp and rename me, transforming me

The story of Jacob validates what we already know
What it doesn’t hurt to remind us of
God doesn’t just speak to us in moments of peace
through doves, sunsets, and rainbows
The Spirit speaks to us
speaks to us when we are surprised us by grace or shocked by suffering
God also speaks to us when we are
Anxious
Scheming
Wrestling with ourselves
in order to transform us
to show us new ways of being
aware of holiness and wounds in our being
to send us off into the new day
limping but not alone

 

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Dear Friends,

I’m delighted that tomorrow we’ll be celebrating the many gifts of our young people. Liam Koehler, senior at Northside College Prep and long time member of the All Saints’ Youth Group, will be our guest preacher. In his sermon Liam compares his high school career to the stoning of St. Stephen, the first deacon of the church. As you might imagine this could go many ways. Liam, however, has a touching take that I know will resonate with many of us. In addition to Liam, many of our young people will be assisting with our services at 9 and 11 o’clock, so I invite you to come and celebrate their very many gifts and talents.
 
We’ll also be remembering and offering thanks for all of our moms and all those people in our lives who have mothered us.
 
My return from Maine was delayed a bit this week, as I had to fly to Baltimore instead of Chicago. My spouse Susan was visiting her mom and spending some time at our tiny house on the Eastern Shore of Maryland when she fractured her ankle. So I flew to Baltimore to drive Susan, her broken ankle, and our two dogs back home. Susan will be having surgery to fix her ankle on Tuesday morning. I am grateful for our health insurance and even more incensed at certain of our elected officials who consider comprehensive health care to be a privilege rather than a basic human right and necessity.
 
In spite of surgeries and political turmoil, I am reminded as I prayed my way around our neighborhood, taking our dog Izzy on her early morning walk, what a beautiful morning it is. I invite you, in the midst of the upheavals, joys and disappointments of our lives to relish the beauty and love we do see and find and experience with each other.
 
All my best,
Bonnie
 
P. S. - Many thanks to Helen Poot, Jen Simokaitis, and all of you who helped create another wonderful “Reality Fair” for the 7th and 8th graders of Ravenswood School.
¡Veinte de Mayo! May 20th at 6:30pm
 
fiesta
¡Hola amigos!
 
This year's Mexican Fiesta will be extra special, with music by Mariachi Herencia de México. Of course you don't want to miss Colin Collette's Margaritas or Steve Pike and his crew's great fajitas, rice and beans either. Our auction includes Mexican handicrafts and clothing, art and stays in Guanajuato, Mexico and two blocks from the beach in Union Pier, MI.
 
Tickets at the door are $35 adults/$10 children
Sunday, June 4 at the 9 and 11am Services
 
If you would like to have your child baptized at All Saints' on Pentecost, June 4, please plan to attend a preparation session on Saturday May 20 from 9-10:30am. 
 
To RSVP to a session, contact Andrew in the office. Note: Babies and children - including siblings of little ones being baptized - are entirely welcome at the pre-baptismal sessions!
Sunday, May 21 3:30 - 7:30pm
 
All Saints' will host a community dinner for Middle Eastern refugees on May 21, sponsored by families in Oak Park. We need volunteers to help set-up, prepare food, lead kids' activities, serve, and clean up. Any time you can volunteer to welcome our guests will be great! 

To volunteer, please CLICK HERE or contact Laura Youngberg at Laura.Youngberg@iraqimutualaid.org

 

Tuesday, May 30, 5:00-6:00pm 
 
RCS' 5th Tuesday Family Nights are a chance for parents and children to volunteer together. On Tuesday, May 30, children ages 4 and up accompanied by their parents are invited to meet in the parish hall at 5:00pm to decorate cookies for that evening's dinner. At 5:30pm, we'll head to the nursery for a snack and children's story about social justice. At 6:00pm, childcare will be available so that parents can serve the 6:30pm dinner. Kids 10 and up may serve the dinner, too.
Please RSVP to Emily by Sunday, May 28.

 

 

Sunday, June 4, 5:00-7:00pm
 
The Cafe is a bi-annual event that transforms our kitchen and parish hall into a gourmet restaurant complete with a menu, servers, bussers, and musicians.
 
Volunteer sign up is now open! Cafe jobs include servers, bussers, runners, dishwashers, hosts, and more! Please specify in the comment section if you're an adult or if you're under 18.

 

Saturday, June 10, 11:00am at St. James Cathedral 
 
If you have taken an Inquirers Class or equivalent and would like to make an adult profession of faith by being confirmed or received into the Episcopal Church by our bishop, Jeffrey Lee, please contact Bonnie or Emily. A diocesan-wide liturgy of confirmation and reception will be held at St. James Cathedral on Saturday, June 10, at 11:00am.

 

Individual Actions Towards Racial Equality

Volunteer Opportunities, Events, and Recommendations

(re)imagining: Racial Justice Summit Sponsored by YWCA Evanston/North Shore:


Thursday, April 6 from 6 - 8 pm
Friday, April 7 from 9 am - 4 pm
 
Unitarian Church of Evanston
1330 Ridge Ave., Evanston, IL
 
Goal: "To bring people of all ages and demographics together to deepen their understanding of their own racial identities, develop skills to work for change, formulate action plans and engage with others."

For Information and Registration, click here

"The Scottsboro Boys" at Porchlight Theater through March 12th
 
A musical production that is getting rave reviews, "nominated for 12 Tony Awards, and presented in the style of the notorious "minstrel show", this true-life story of nine African American teenagers accused and put on trial in Memphis for a crime they did not commit is one America's most notorious episodes of injustice; inaugurating a wave of social changes leading up to the modern Civil Rights Movement."

For information and ticket prices, click here

Suggested reading, non-fiction: 
Tears We Cannot Stop: A Sermon to White America by Michael Eric Dyson, January, 2017

This book has been described as "...a provocative and deeply personal call for change. Dyson argues that if we are to make real racial progress we must face difficult truths, including being honest about how black grievance has been ignored, dismissed, or discounted."

 
Recommended as a "companion piece to the film rather than a stand-alone book." One reviewer recommended "seeing the film first, and then using the book for meditation and revisiting afterward."

Volunteer opportunity: GROWING HOME "We have a vision of a world of healthy people and communities. Everyone deserves to have a good job, and everyone deserves to eat well." Since 2002, Growing Home has trained and employed and, most importantly, given a second chance to people with employment barriers. You may be familiar with their Wood Street farm in Englewood. Their farms are the first and only USDA-certified organic high-production urban farms in Chicago, and because they strive to also feed their community well, all their produce is grown, harvested, cleaned, and sold within a 20-mile radius. Read more at http://growinghomeinc.org

Volunteer opportunity: Non-profit Reading In Motion has successfully refined its mission over its 30+ years to help give kindergarten and first grade students foundational reading skills they need to start on a path for lifetime learning. They partner with public school teachers and have been extremely successful in making a difference in children's lives. Click here for more info.

 

We're running low on paper and reusable bags for our Tuesday night pantry. Please bring us your extras! 
 
We will be taking donations on Tuesday evenings, M-F 9am-4pm, and on Sundays during church services. Look for the bins by the doors. Thanks for your help!

 Sundays at 2pm

breakersbibleWe are very excited to announce that every Sunday at 2:00 pm, All Saints' offers something new at the Breakers - An Evening Prayer Service! Our first event was Sunday, December 4th, and went marvelously well - we had 13 attendees! Folks are very pleased that there's a Protestant service being offered in addition to the current choices (which are Catholic and Moody Bible.) The Prayer Service itself is printed in large print and in bulletin style with scripture taken each week from the Common Lectionary.

The weekly service starts at 2:00 pm, upstairs on the second floor Meditation Room, and lasts about 15 minutes. Please contact Paul Mallatt if you have questions, or comments at 773-860-4649. When you can, stop by the Breakers (5333 N Sheridan Rd) where the parking is free (for 2 hours), the coffee is hot, and the folks are friendly!

 

Jeff Lee
Dear Polly and All Saint's Kids,
 
I am writing to you from a meeting of the board of Episcopal Relief & Development in Bogota, Columbia. We are meeting here to visit some of our partner ministries with people in need. I have seen the amazing results of this year's bake sale (in fact, I'm looking at photos of some of the cakes - wow!), and you have reminded me that we don't have to travel to Columbia or South Sudan to make a huge impact for the good of God's people.
 
I am so proud and grateful for you and the work you do. You guys are heroes. Our friends in South Sudan will be blessed by your effort.
 
In Christ,
 
Jeffrey D. Lee
Bishop of Chicago

Sundays at 10am

The phrase Imago Dei means the Image of God. Specifically, the image of God as it is found in humanity. The image of God in us - it is what makes us spiritual people - valued as whole and complete. What does it mean to creatively live as whole people? How do we live in relationship with others - respecting and sharing one another's security and one another's discomfort?

Join us on Sunday mornings between services as we figure out together how to help one another take practical responsibility for living in this world - especially as racial and spiritual beings.

True - our time will be uncomfortable because it will mean talking about race, violence, personal helplessness, and personal failure. Also true - this will be comforting and supportive because it will mean getting to be honest, practicing together, and caring for one another.

Every week we will ask one another "What have you done in these past 7 days with who you are and within your sphere of influence when it comes to the realities of race?" the answers will be different for each person and it won't be a competition. We will be lifting up the everyday choices we make and don't make. Sometimes we will like what happens and sometimes we won't.

And - we will be doing it together.

The Middle Eastern refugees and immigrants served by the Iraqi Mutual Aid Society were deeply moved by the notes of welcome from All Saints. We shared them at our community lunch on Thursday, and now they will hang in our conference room to remind people of your warm welcome in the days to come. Thanks!

Peace,
Laura Youngberg

breadbakersSignup online to bake for a month

Calling all bakers! If you love the smell of fresh-baked bread filling your kitchen, please consider signing up to bake communion bread for our services. This involves a one-month commitment that you'll share with another baker, and you can do all your baking at once and add to the reserves in our freezer.

Signing up is easy, just click here for our page on Signup Genius and reserve your favorite month.

Contact Jennifer Simokaitis, or Anne Ellis if you have any questions.

Yard Signs Available 

Grow Community has created yard signs for anyone who would like to display support for our local public high schools. Signs and sign holders are available in the Reading Room.

 
 

 

Tuesdays 6:15-8:00pm 

 

RCS is looking for help serving and cleaning up after dinner on Tuesdays from 6:15-8:00pm.
 
If you're able to volunteer, contact Emily or Operations Manager Parker Callahan, or call 773-769-0282.

 

helloDo you feel called to create an open, welcoming, hospitable environment at All Saints? Do you like meeting and connecting with people? Join the new Hospitality Ministry! Members of the Hospitality Ministry will help the clergy and vestry create a welcoming culture by greeting new members, engaging new faces at coffee hour, and helping connect new members of All Saints with our various programs.

Interested? Contact Diane Doran or Michelle Mayes. Include "Hospitality Ministry" in the subject line.

Our new Associate Rector, Emily Williams Guffey, is enjoying getting to know everyone in our congregation. Help her put names and faces together by adding yourself to our online directory!

If you are a member of All Saints' and haven't already registered for the directory, please contact our resident web guru Jim Crandall at website@allsaintschicago.org and he will send a user name, password, and instructions.

Join the All Saints' Care Ministry! 

casseroleThe Care Ministry at All Saints' is a quiet one, simply providing meals after a new baby arrives, after surgery, during an illness. Because when life gets complicated, dinner is often the last thing on our minds--but sometimes a meal and visit from a friend is exactly what we need!

If you can provide a meal, give someone a ride, or run an errand once in awhile, please email care@allsaintschicago.org. You'll be contacted when a need arises and you can sign up to help at your convenience.

 

tinaParishioner, Tina Tchen, accepts Bishop Maryann Budde's invitation to preach at the National Cathedral Sunday, May 8. Click here to see the video.

 

Please consider supporting the restoration project of our historic building. To make a donation, click here

1883 Construction web 

This week’s stories of the bell tower: The beams and posts in the bell tower are being filled with epoxy and fungicide to prevent future insect damage and to restore their strength and integrity. Here are some photos of the work currently taking place. Everywhere you see white is where the post or beam is being rebuilt, restored and protected.
 
The blue hue in the photo is from the tarp surrounding the bell tower enabling Ron Young and his crew to continue working in the dropping temperatures.
 
 

Here is a collection of photos of the progress of our 1883 Project. Here is a collection of bell tower photos. Check back often for updates.


Sunday Service Times

8:00 am Inclusive Language Eucharist
9:00 am Holy Eucharist with Choir
10:00 am Children's Church School
10:00 am Coffee Hour
11:00 am Holy Eucharist with Choir

 

Contact Us

4550 N. Hermitage in Chicago, IL 60640 (Directions)

Phone (773) 561-0111

Email info@allsaintschicago.org 

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